thankfully the plot nextdoor is still empty of a new apartment.not even looking like it will be started anytime soon.all these spring flowers are popping up there.we picked some this morning.felt so nice to go and pick some flowers.not really done in tokyo.ive been eyeing the jasmine thats creeping nearby but get the guilts when i am about a centimeter away from stealing.

made playdoh today.hana has been happy with only red playdoh for who knows how long so mixing colours today was fun for her.
we are both sick.but i know i am going to feel really great in a couple of days.stronger and healthier for all the junk i havent been eating and toxins ive sweated out.


 coordinated eating / fabric shopping.


hana for some reason has decided that she would like to now wake at 5 AM.
apart from making me a little psychotic for the first 30minutes of the day it is kind of nice to enjoy longer mornings.yesterday we tried to fly this beautiful chinese kite.we couldnt really manage but it was so funny trying.i ended up with shoes off and running in mud and later really sore legs.i am so unfit.


new cup birthday present holding dandelion tea.
birthday breakfast crepes by jeremy with homemade chocolate yum.

tomorrow jeremy and kayo move on.they have been here for a week.hana has two bestfriends.she loves them.gets up so early and trys her hardest to keep her eyes open for as long as possible.they play with her so patientely and lovingly.i wish i could be like rushing always.but could achieve the same things i do in a day without.i need an too tired to make sense.ive been walking so much and carrying hana most of those steps im ready to break.if only i had someone to massage me unconditionally.
ive just cooked hot cross buns.the cross part isnt really visible but they taste and smell really good.
the weather has been getting less blanket on the bed tonight.the blossoms continue to float away from the trees for another year.each year i am more in awe of them.
some of the seeds are sprouting in the pots.dont know which ones but hoping hollyhock dill californian poppy all of them would be nice.
have new jeans.getting dressed will be easier tomorrow.
really tired.



the blossoms are so beautiful.they must be full by tomorrow or the weekend.ive planted all the seeds i collected from last summer.californian poppy, hollyhock, burgundy asters and burgundy cosmos, dill, parsley catnip.a little early but hopefully the weather will be on my really enjoying the weather but happy to leave it soon for autumn all over again.i cant wait to go home.if only i could take my little pots with me.